1. |
Messiah Complex
05:29
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My delusions are my favorite kind of illusion
My hallucinations are my favorite kind of imagination
My biggest motivations come from my visions
They form all of my most important decisions
Is it a Messiah complex
If I can foretell what's coming next?
Psychic or plain common sense
The stars and planets on some cosmic dance
Spinning around until they can shake them away
Their cars and their jets on some private chase
For another better more secure place
They didn't understand you can't disrespect space
The world of yesterday, is now so far away
The future is no longer the same endless day
And when the sun has turned the sky grey
And East and West have nothing more to say
Can we come up with a better, better way?
My place on the spectrum
My brain picks up the drum
My right hand shading the sun
My left hand picks up the gun
Part of a race that has a superiority complex
The only ones God could possibly have blessed
Always thanking him not to be in their place
As though they could never be touched by grace
My delusions are my favorite kind of illusion
My hallucinations are my favorite kind of imagination
My biggest motivations come from my visions
They form all of my most important decisions
Is it a Messiah complex
If I say I could read through the subtext?
That the whole living process
Had to be reassessed
We're not getting out of this mess
As long as we don't surrender access
Is it a Messiah complex
If I offer a new concept?
To go against the pure lack of human taste
They all fight amongst themselves to suggest
The world of yesterday, is now so far away
The future is no longer the same endless day
And when the sun has turned the sky grey
And East and West have nothing more to say
Can we come up with a better, better, better way?
My place on the spectrum
My brain picks up the drum
My right hand shading the sun
My left hand picks up the gun
Part of a race that would willingly elect
The only ones God would never possibly select
Always choosing never to accept
The devil could still govern the planet
It's not a hindrance
When it redefines consciousness
It's not a real dance
If your heart is motionless
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2. |
Alien
05:01
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There has to be some skin, fur and blood
In which I can take shape
There has to be some liver, kidney and lungs
With which I can take a breath
Does nature come, does nature come with borders?
Does matter come with colors?
Does our flesh come, does our flesh come with seasoning?
Does our anguish come with reasoning?
Love is the new, new alien
Life is the new, new forbidden
Human is the new, new alien
Poison is the new, new oxygen
- - -
Night lights are the new, new, new sun
Dying is the new way to have fun
I see the world going dark, dark, dark
I see the world going dark, dark, dark
- - -
I must fit in, I must fit in, I must fit in
My love is alien
My life is forbidden
I don't recognize myself in the mirror
It looks just like someone I've murdered
The stranger strangest things get
The more relatable they become
Does nature come, does nature come with borders?
Does matter come with colors?
Does our blood come, does our blood come from the Earth?
Is the human just another alien?
Love is the new, new alien
Life is the new, new forbidden
Human is the new, new alien
Poison is the new, new oxygen
- - -
Night lights are the new, new, new sun
Dying is the new way to have fun
I see the world going dark, dark, dark
I see the world going dark, dark, dark
- - -
I must fit in, I must fit in, I must fit in
My love is alien
My life is forbidden
They can't ever see what's wrapped around my bones
Or they might want to taste my flesh
They can't ever see the color of my blood
Or they'll want to shoot me dead
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3. |
Nomads on Meds
04:36
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We're the new nomads on meds
Digesting the pills on which we're fed
We're the new nomads on meds
They're the only reason we're not dead
We're the new nomads on meds
A psych unit is our second home
We're the new nomads on meds
To enjoy feeling the pain, we bled
We're the new nomads on meds
We don't see and feel the world as others do
We see and feel a fourth dimension instead
And when we're put on new meds
We look forward to seeing how it affects
Our sleep, our dreams, if it messes with our heads
We're the new nomads on meds
If we don't don't don't take 'em
We're thoroughly distressed
We're hopelessly depressed
We're the new nomads on heat
When they don't don't give us it
Our nights are no longer moonlit
Sleep and rest no longer meet
A new kind of nomads
We only feel when our hearts are sad
A new kind of nomads
We're only satisfied when our mood is bad
We're the new nomads on meds
Digesting the pills on which we're fed
We're the new nomads on meds
A psych unit is our second home
We're the new nomads on meds
We're never going to come home
We're the new nomads on meds
From any warm welcome, we fled
We're the new nomads on meds
We don't see and feel the world as others do
We see and feel a fourth dimension instead
And when we're put on new meds
We know we're going to travel at full speed ahead
All from the edge of a hospital bed
We're the new nomads on meds
If we don't don't don't take 'em
We're thoroughly distressed
We're hopelessly depressed
We're the new nomads on heat
When they don't don't give us it
Our nights are no longer moonlit
Sleep and rest no longer meet
A new kind of nomads
We only enjoy life when it's discolored
A new kind of nomads
We only hear stories that have never been told
We're the new nomads on meds
If we don't don't don't take 'em
We're thoroughly distressed
We're hopelessly depressed
We're the new nomads on heat
If they don't don't give us it
Our nights are no longer moonlit
Sleep and rest no longer meet
I run towards what I want
I run towards what I can get
I run towards what I want
I run towards what I can get
Our sleeping patterns and dreams
Designed by scientists
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4. |
Love Culture
04:22
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A magic pill that dulls down the desire
A narcissistic view on love is thus powered
I can't bear the touching
I'll hide behind my spiky tough shield
Passion is what I feel
Love is what it kills!
That kind of chemistry
Could never be obtained through biology
That kind of chemistry
Could only spark from a laboratory
How much are you willing to be paid for love?
Will it become an important part of your oeuvre?
A magic pill controls, controls me
My mind's peace could never be obtained through biology
A magic pill controls, controls me
And takes me far away from 'love culture' territory
Your love is not something I could nurture
My heart is not a thing one could capture
It's simply in my, in my, in my nature
Not to be a part of the love culture
I can't relate to your heartache
I just don't understand what's at stake
I may never want to see what's behind the mask
Please keep it on is all I ask
You may have kept it professional
But I'll sure make it personal
Hard to materialize in a world of competitivity
But I'll turn myself into your priority
Passion is what fills me
Love is what would kill me!
That kind of chemistry
Could never be obtained through biology
That kind of chemistry
Could only spark from a laboratory
How much are you willing to be paid for love?
Will it become an important part of your oeuvre?
Your love is not something I could nurture
My heart is not a thing one could capture
It's simply in my, in my, in my nature
Not to be a part of the love culture
I can't relate to your heartache
I just don't understand what's at stake
I may never want to see what's behind the mask
Please keep it on is all I ask
Passion is what I feel
Love is what it kills!
Passion is what fills me
Love is what would kill me!
A magic pill controls, controls me
My mind's peace could never be obtained through biology
A magic pill controls, controls me
And takes me far away from 'love culture' territory
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5. |
Outgrown the Dreaming
04:16
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Maybe we're just not ready
Or maybe we've really gone and done it
Maybe we've just outgrown the loving
Maybe we've just outdone basic needs
Maybe we no longer need to love one another
It's a no that will always be constant
Even when I give you my consent
The numbness of the heart
It's a new kind of sense
The loss of consciousness
A pleasure in itself
Can't say no, can't say yes
They changed the world as I slept
Maybe we've just outgrown the dreaming
Yet all we want forever is the sleeping
Maybe we've just outgrown the loving
Yet all we want forever is the feeling
As long as I don't have to feel
It doesn't matter what happens to me
As long as I don't have to feel
They can go ahead and fix the bill
Soon I became obsessed with sleep
And the act of falling asleep
The purest form of an addictive habit
The only living way to shut ourselves down
Our dreaming as much a part of us
As our waking steps on the ground
It's a no that will always be constant
Even when I give you my consent
The numbness of the heart
It's a new kind of sense
The loss of consciousness
A pleasure in itself
Can't say no, can't say yes
They changed the world as I slept
Maybe we've just outgrown the dreaming
Yet all we want forever is the sleeping
Maybe we've just outgrown the loving
Yet all we want forever is the feeling
As long as I don't have to feel
It doesn't matter what happens to me
As long as I don't have to feel
They can go ahead and fix the bill
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6. |
Forbidden Colors
04:08
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The world is glowing anew this morning
With colors no one had ever seen
The sky is growing yellow blue in brand new shades
Calling every eye to see the past fade
Reach inside my chest
And discover the true color of my heart
You know I know best
But I don't teach to anyone else
A palette full of forbidden colors
A threshold onto countless, countless hidden doors
A silhouette in between internal storms
A shadow full of, full of, full of glittering stars
An eye that can no longer trust its vision
Medicine, medicine for the ache to be sweetened
If such colors, colors are forbidden
Why do they grow, why do they grow in my garden?
My blood has found a new color to adopt
It's mixed in with all the soap
That had long ago been flowing inside
My clean veins drowned in the tide
Reach inside my chest
And discover the true color of my heart
You know I know best
But I don't teach to anyone else
Reach inside my chest
And discover the true color of my heart
A palette full of forbidden colors
A threshold onto countless, countless hidden doors
A silhouette in between internal storms
A shadow full of, full of, full of glittering stars
An eye that can no longer trust its vision
Medicine, medicine for the ache to be sweetened
If such colors, colors are forbidden
Why do they grow, why do they grow in my garden?
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7. |
Night Sky Is a Shadow
04:12
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Broadcasting how I feel
That's the game I tried to play on this field
In between near misses and home runs
The ambition and want for the perfect strike
Is all that would spark, glow and burn
In between cheers and fears alike
In between cheers and fears alike
In between cheers and fears a-
You cast your shadow over the moon
And now all they do is run after you
All they do is run after you
All they do is run after you
The night sky is a shadow
Light is no longer required for tomorrow
The night sky is a shadow
Heartbeats no longer expire on death row
The night sky is a shadow
Cast by tomorrow, cast by tomorrow
The bright stars a glow
Broadcast from yesterday's cosmos
Who's gonna be left to forget?
When you're no longer a memory preset
Who's gonna pick up the game? - When
I thought we were all going through the same
Broadcasting how I feel
That's the game I tried to play on this field
In between gains and losses
The ambition that would precede grief
Supporting the opposite teams
Playing for our own defeat
Playing for our own defeat
Playing for our own defeat
You cast your shadow over the moon
And now all they do is run after you
All they do is run after you
All they do is run after you
The night sky is a shadow
Light is no longer required for tomorrow
The night sky is a shadow
Heartbeats no longer expire on death row
The night sky is a shadow
Cast by tomorrow, cast by tomorrow
The bright stars a glow
Broadcast from yesterday's cosmos
And you live, you still live
Through lifetimes of prophecies
Through the long-forgotten memories
Of millions of mythologies
Who's gonna be left to forget?
When you're no longer a memory preset
Who's gonna pick up the game? - When
I thought we were all going through the same
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8. |
Victim to the Law
04:43
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I kiss the lips that whisper my name
I follow the law that ties my hands
Our freedom and our shackles just the same
I'll swallow the law we can't ever bend
I'm a victim to the law
Laws of physics, laws of magic
I'm a victim to the law
Laws of music, laws of justice
I'm a victim to the law
A prisoner to all the rules I have to follow
Let me embrace the forbidden
Let me keep my so-called crimes hidden
Every action must be recorded
Every decision must be reported
Every law must be supported
Every heartbeat must be exhausted
You don't have the right to fight back
You must pay your way into living your life
You must justify your reason to stay alive
You don't have the right to stand apart
You must pay your way into loving another
You must justify your desire to be a mother
Do I have the right to?
Do I even have the right to a defense?
Do I have the right to?
Is there even a chance of a fair judgment?
Do I have the right to remain free?
When the victim becomes the assailant
Do I have the right to flee?
When we both must face the consequence
I kiss the lips that whisper my name
I follow the law that ties my hands
Our freedom and our shackles just the same
I'll swallow the law we can't ever bend
I'm a victim to the law
A piece of land, a grain of sand
A tied-up hand one can't ever mend
I'm a victim to the law
Only ever to borrow the water I need to swallow
Let me give up on what isn't allowed
Let me need whatever the earth cannot grow
Every action must be recorded
Every decision must be reported
Every law must be supported
Every heartbeat must be exhausted
You don't have the right to fight back
You must pay your way into living your life
You must justify your reason to stay alive
You don't have the right to stand apart
You must pay your way into loving another
You must justify your desire to be a mother
Do I have the right to?
Do I even have the right to a defense?
Do I have the right to?
Is there even a chance of a fair judgment?
Do I have the right to remain free?
When the victim becomes the assailant
Do I have the right to flee?
When we both must face the consequence
In all fairness
No matter what kind of mess - I've made
I'll never ask for your forgiveness
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9. |
Work of Heart
04:18
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I digest my failures
I inject some new cure
Their work is miraculous
They were put to such good use
I never stopped
I never stopped sinking
I never stopped
I never stopped thinking
The chaos never stopped writhing
The calm never failed arriving
Hanging tight to the path of the loop
The walls never leading to a roof
To like such a work of heart
Ought to be quite hard
If I don't admit the truth
Maybe it will just go away
Maybe if I feel it's a wrong way
I will end up feeling okay
Maybe if I become someone they never knew
The unfulfilled dream won't survive the day
If something is missing on my part
It's surely not pieces of my heart
I digest my failures
I inject some new cure
Their work is miraculous
They were put to such good use
I never stopped
The cost of a passion
Sometimes is the frustration
That can lead to self-destruction
Dreams that end up sabotaged
When something so genuine
By their laughs gets ravaged
The whole outcome so unjust and so obscene
To like such a work of heart
Ought to be quite hard
If I don't admit the truth
Maybe it will just go away
Maybe if I feel it's a wrong way
I will end up feeling okay
Maybe if I become someone they never knew
The unfulfilled dream won't survive the day
If something is missing on my part
It's surely not pieces of my heart
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10. |
Hunger for Sleep
03:52
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The act of sleeping was no longer
Brought upon us to repose our muscles and bodies
It was the endless act of thinking
Which tired us all along
The mind needed to break free from thoughts
For a good few hours
Through which the body was no longer ours
Served to thoughtlessness
Falling asleep in the after-afternoon
Had become like a hunger, a hunger
I had become addicted, addicted to
A relentless slumber, a relentless slumber
A kip so unlike the night sleep
Dreamless and so artificial
A pleasure yet so deep
Fearlessness and peacefulness
I devour every minute of rest
I really needed that sleepy, sleepy year
For it became bearable to live, to live in fear
A sleepy year to bear the fears
Always hungering for a much-needed kip
And waking with a mind so clear
Filled with such satisfaction and power
Satisfaction and power
To have escaped for a couple of hours
Depending on unconsciousness
Running towards its comforting darkness
Falling asleep in the after-afternoon
Had become like a hunger, a hunger
I had become addicted, addicted to
A relentless slumber, a relentless slumber
A kip so unlike the night sleep
The satisfaction of reaching
The pleasure of falling asleep
And the body and mind's most natural state
I devour every minute of rest
I really needed these sleep-inducing meds
For it became unbearable to be, to be out of bed
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11. |
Pandemic Breakdown
03:10
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Maybe the danger is on an iced tea bottle
At the grocery store, at the grocery store
The threat is invisible, invisible
Maybe it's on my bedroom floor
On my bedroom floor
I no longer, no longer trust my hands
I can no longer, no longer trust
I no longer, no longer trust my hands
I can no longer, no longer touch
This virus is not my generation
But it defines every one of my actions
Irrational fear of contamination
I thought sharing no longer scared me
A breakdown for the ages
I thought I'd gotten stronger than this
I thought I could never eat again
I thought I'd never go out again
Heavy panic attacks became your life's soundtrack
But people are dying
So what's your excuse for crying?
What was the point of my pandemic breakdown?
What was the point of losing so many pounds?
What was the point of my pandemic breakdown?
I knew it would come into the house
I'm so tired of suffering
Every time I create something
Something more dies inside
Something more dies inside me
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12. |
Business of Death
04:48
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Fear is what we all share
The sense of self is what we must all face
There is no possible escape
Once they decide of your fate
Their feelings were undeniable
But God do we love our table!
Blood is growing inside me
As soon as I'm swallowing the meal
Death is on my tongue
And there's nothing wrong!
May be so nasty nasty but goodness it's so tasty!
Can we just forget they ever even existed?
Taste is the excuse
Pleasure is what I choose
As long as there's the taste
It's so easy to forget
What's wrong with it?
They're just here to feed
Now let me just enjoy my meal
What's wrong with it?
It's just our daily needs
Now let me just focus on how I feel
We're lied to but we do love the rituals
We only care about our own struggles
As long as we can silence the wordless voice
As long as we can feel our own joys
Their feelings were undeniable
But God do we love our table!
Blood is growing inside me
As soon as I'm swallowing the meal
Death is on my tongue
And there's nothing wrong!
May be so nasty nasty but goodness it's so tasty!
Can we just forget they ever even existed?
Taste is the excuse
Pleasure is what I choose
As long as there's the taste
It's so easy to forget
What's wrong with it?
They're just here to feed
Now let me just enjoy my meal
What's wrong with it?
It's just our daily needs
Now let me just focus on how I feel
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14. |
Good Will
04:37
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Some good will was all it took
Refuge found in the pages of a book
So many dreams do materialize
So much good will just takes off and dies
You don't get to grieve me
When all you had to do was to believe in me
I relied so much on your good will
I depended so much on you not to leave me
You don't get to grieve me
When your good will is the last thing you'd give me
When a trapped light lived in me
And all it was allowed doing was slowly burning me
And the irony was that -
Tragedy comes from our strength
Tragedy comes from our strength
Not our weaknesses
Our strength opens so many pathways
But when we cannot wander
When we cannot wander towards the right way
Fate and destiny seem to have been sold
Tragedy finds shape in what we could do
Or rather what we could have done
Or rather what we could have done
Tragedy is the one story should never be told
Tragedy is the one story should never be told
But free will led us away from our god
Free will led us away from our god
Good will, good will
Good will, good will
Free me from a body that's growing ill
Good will, good will
Good will, good will
Arm me with blood to spill
And free will for a shield
Grieve me
But never believe in me
Grieve me
But only after you leave me
Grieve me but never give me, give me
The validation of what lives in me
Some good will was all it took
Refuge found in the pages of a book
Never give up on making us dream
Never give up on making us dream
Will you ever get to believe me
When I come out as an actual visionary
No one else gets to see me
In the glory of a truth that's non binary
And the irony was that -
Tragedy comes from our strength
Tragedy comes from our strength
Not our weaknesses
Our strength opens so many pathways
But when we cannot wander
When we cannot wander towards the right way
Fate and destiny seem to have been sold
Tragedy finds shape in what we could do
Or rather what we could have done
Or rather what we could have done
Tragedy is the one story should never be told
Tragedy is the one story should never be told
But free will led us away from our god
Free will led us away from our god
Good will, good will
Good will, good will
Free me from a body that's growing ill
Good will, good will
Good will, good will
Arm me with blood to spill
And free will for a shield
Grieve me
But never believe in me
Grieve me
But only after you leave me
Grieve me but never give me, give me
The validation of what lives in me
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15. |
The Dreamer Never Dies
04:15
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The dreamer never dies
The waker never opens his eyes
Am I willing in this experiment
Have I ever given my agreement?
I had to blind myself, to blind myself
So that I could develop another sense
I had to blind myself, to blind myself
So I could gain new inward, new inward strength
- - -
Blinded by my self-assurance
Blinded by my confidence
Blinded from experience
Blinded from experience
If the waker never opens, opens his eyes
Is he blessing himself with a new kind of sight
As he wakes from dreams where he can see it all
As he partakes into a realm where he can't be whole
Blinding himself with what doesn't come from the soul
Binding himself to a body that can grow cold
As he longs for the warmth of the night
And his embrace of the one true inner light
The dreamer never dies
The waker never opens his eyes
Am I willing in this experiment
Have I ever given my agreement?
- - -
We're tied together
We're tied together
We're tied together in the boot of this car
Now we're both blind to each other
We're tied together for a life's restart
- - -
We're tied together and we can no longer
Escape our instinctive need to be a loner
We're the breath of the darkness
The faith in an unknown sense
That only awakens in a second birth
I had to blind myself, to blind myself
So that I could develop another sense
I had to blind myself, to blind myself
So I could gain new inward, new inward strength
If it's not scripted
It's not worth watching
If it's not a dream
Is it worth living?
We live in a world that's literary
We live through words that are literally
The bones of our very, very own stories
Our only release, our only release
Relying on the imaginary, relying on the imaginary
Situations that are so much more appealing
If they're on paper or on screen
Or on the back of our mind, tip of our tongue
Conversations not as on point as dialogue
The dreamer never dies
The waker never opens his eyes
Am I willing in this experiment?
- - -
We're tied together
We're tied together
We're tied together in the boot of this car
Now we're both blind to each other
We're tied together for a life's restart
- - -
We're tied together and we can no longer
Escape our instinctive need to be a loner
We're the breath of the darkness
The faith in an unknown sense
That only awakens in a second birth
The drive, the drive will take us to a place
A place, a place where we can't ever stay
The ride, the ride which ties us to another day
What keeps us awake
Is the way we dream away
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16. |
Fear of Reacting
04:38
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It's the thing I avoid at all cost
But it's the thing I have to face the most
It's the thing I avoid at all cost
But it's the thing I have to face the most
I don't want to have to react
My life is not a scene I want to act
I want to blend into the air
I don't want to have to go anywhere
Where I'll have to have any substance
- - -
My fear of reacting
My fear at leading the dance
My will of adapting
To any kind of unprepared situations
Is met with reticence
From the walls of my hibernation
Been that way ever since adolescence
- - -
I don't want to have to react
I just want to be an observant
I'm the product of a constitution
Not equipped for reaction
I don't want to have to react
Or the anger inside would tear me apart
It wouldn't deny itself the chance
To spread in a blaze of glorious violence
To suppress the composure containing the hysteria
To undress the pleasure of an uncalled for guerrilla
It's the thing I avoid at all cost
But it's the thing I have to face the most
I don't want to have to react
Getting into a conversation
Where I wouldn't know how to express my opinion
Through all my complaining and frustrations
In the end I do admit I embraced the protection
Keeping me from taking uncertain action
- - -
My fear of reacting
My fear at leading the dance
My will of adapting
To any kind of unprepared situations
Is met with reticence
From the walls of my hibernation
Been that way ever since adolescence
- - -
I don't want to have to react
I just want to be an observant
I'm the product of a constitution
Not equipped for reaction
I don't want to have to react
Or the anger inside would tear me apart
It wouldn't deny itself the chance
To spread in a blaze of glorious violence
To suppress the composure containing the hysteria
To undress the pleasure of an uncalled for guerrilla
Please don't ask me to feel empathy
In the midst of your tragedy
Fear of interaction is my legacy
So removed from emotions
But I can't help feeling them
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17. |
Our Era's Not Random
04:24
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In this lifetime
Our personal faith will be the only sign
Of a higher power
Our personal faith will be our only guide
Through hordes of misguided, misguided believers
And our era is not random
It doesn't shock me when it feels like the ending
An era on the brink of saturation
It doesn't stop me from having the strength to keep standing
And our era is not random
We're all just here to witness
The locking down of what we once called home
A modern day dystopia melting our bones
We're all being brought to judgement
Could you ever admit you were wrong?
Would you?
We're alive, but we don't want to be
At least, that's what my characters tell me
But in their world, we'll avoid the killing spree
We're alive, but we don't want to be
At least, that's what my characters tell me
But in their world, we'll nurture our legacy
Faith in a new idea
A more organic identity
Crossed signals between what we thought
And what we wrote
Confusion and doubt, just another plot
Defining our new form of storytelling
Mining our long-running God playing
Mining our long-running God playing
In this lifetime
Our personal faith will be the only sign
Of a higher power
Our personal faith will be our only guide
Through hordes of misguided, misguided believers
And our era is not random
It was always going to come to this
We were always going to interact
Our fears and issues just our own way to react
Our flaws and our mistakes just instincts to enact
Despairing to get onto the right course correction
In our days and age of a missed connection
The witnesses of our own legend
The illnesses of a cursed legion
We're alive, but we don't want to be
At least, that's what my characters tell me
But in their world, we'll avoid the killing spree
We're alive, but we don't want to be
At least, that's what my characters tell me
But in their world, we'll nurture our legacy
Faith in a new idea
A more organic identity
Crossed signals between what we thought
And what we wrote
Confusion and doubt, just another plot
Defining our new form of storytelling
Mining our long-running God playing
Mining our long-running God playing
We're alive, we're alive
We're alive, we're alive
We're alive, but we don't want to be
At least, that's what my characters tell me
But in their world, we'll avoid the killing spree
We're alive, but we don't want to be
At least, that's what my characters tell me
But in their world, we'll nurture our legacy
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18. |
Thoughtwound
04:12
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Just because I have a self destructive nature
Doesn't mean I don't like to destroy other things as well
Take them down to the darkest pits of hell
Chaos is worth every bit of the order after
Let yourself get used to me
So I'll be the void in your room
I'll fly away with the curtains
And your sorrow will bloom
Let yourself get used to me
So it can leave a scar, a wound
When I pick up and leave
But not anytime soon
A destructive nature
An instinctive fixture
A vindictive nature
A retroactive picture
Which looking at it years later
You'll see it was clearly in it everywhere
Take me higher, higher, higher
Take me to an ailleurs, ailleurs, ailleurs
Elsewhere is all I envisioned
As though I could never be reasoned
My compass through the seasons
My combat to create perfect vision
What my heart longs for
Is therefore - something through which you can wander
At your own convenience
At your own pace
In spite of my insistence
For you to find this place
My broken fate for you to take
My unfulfilled past for me to ache
All that I have left, all that I have left
I despair for the hurt I've kept
Just because I have a private, evasive nature
Doesn't mean I don't want to put you under my spell
Tie you with my nails to my everlasting cell
Blood is worth every bit of the healing after
Let yourself get used to me
So I'll be the void in your room
I'll fly away with the curtains
And your sorrow will bloom
Let yourself get used to me
So it can leave a scar, a wound
When I pick up and leave
But not anytime soon
A destructive nature
An instinctive fixture
A vindictive nature
A retroactive picture
Which looking at it years later
You'll see it was clearly in it everywhere
Take me higher, higher, higher
Take me to an ailleurs, ailleurs, ailleurs
Elsewhere is all I envisioned
As though I could never be reasoned
My compass through the seasons
My combat to create perfect vision
What my heart longs for
Is therefore - something through which you can wander
At your own convenience
At your own pace
In spite of my insistence
For you to find this place
My broken fate for you to take
My unfulfilled past for me to ache
All that I have left, all that I have left
I despair for the hurt I've kept
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19. |
Pain Tolerance
04:07
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About to stop trusting my body's performance
When I struggle with pain tolerance
If my body's hurting, my nerves'll be bursting
Vous me semblez bien névrosé, névrosé
Il faudrait un peu vous reposer, reposer
Closeness can only bring its share of nervousness
Long-standing isolation
Can be the only explanation
Pain is the distraction
Taking the body to the right direction
Final words' utterance
As the pain tolerance
Makes the body crumble down
Resting place preference
For our remembrance
Makes the body embrace the ground
- - -
Final words' utterance
As the pain tolerance
Makes the body crumble down
Resting place preference
For our remembrance
Makes the body come back overground
Needle to perforate my skin
To enhance the performance of my body
To tolerate the pain
To enhance the performance of what I can bear
About to stop trusting my body's performance
Once I never had to test my pain tolerance
Now when I'm hurting
My nerves can't stop whirling
Vous me semblez bien névrosé, névrosé
Il faudrait un peu vous reposer, reposer
The young body of an old mind's luxury
No pain to keep pleasuring
A sanity that keeps preserving
Every picture that keep blurring
A sanity that keeps birthing
Every idea that keep disordering
Final words' utterance
As the pain tolerance
Makes the body crumble down
Resting place preference
For our remembrance
Makes the body embrace the ground
- - -
Final words' utterance
As the pain tolerance
Makes the body crumble down
Resting place preference
For our remembrance
Makes the body come back overground
Needle to perforate my skin
To enhance the performance of my body
To tolerate the pain
To enhance the performance of what I can bear
How much pain can one tolerate
How many hours to wait
Until reaching a resting state?
How many disorders can one fear
When so many others are already here
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20. |
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Last night, a mountain was brought down
Collapsed upon itself and the trees drowned
The roots once buried deep in the ground
Finally tasted light as they died
Last night, a mountain was brought down
Gravity disappeared
Like the ground beneath, beneath, beneath
Do we want to crash up or down
Swallowed up in the ground
Or forever lost in orbit
And you don't get to live in the same era as your heroes
The person who'd love you most
Isn't even alive
The person whose love you lost
Right as the last song died
You only get to grieve at the same time as you grow
The hope which you were taught
You could never get to know
You only get to believe that light might once again glow
With an unconsoled, fractured mind
Set aside by its kind
We'll never see the end of this plague
In our own lifetime
We'll never be rid of this ache
In our thoughts, in our mind
Last night, a mountain was brought down
Collapsed upon itself and the trees drowned
The roots once buried deep in the ground
Finally tasted light as they died
Last night, a mountain was brought down
Duplicity vanished
When all is said and done
You can never be cloned
Will you get them to reach
What you've spent years trying to teach?
And you don't get to live in the same era as your heroes
The person who'd love you most
Isn't even alive
The person whose love you lost
Right as the last song died
You only get to grieve at the same time as you grow
The hope which you were taught
You could never get to know
You only get to believe that light might once again glow
With an unconsoled, fractured mind
Set aside by its kind
We'll never see the end of this plague
In our own lifetime
We'll never be rid of this ache
In our thoughts, in our mind
Last night, a mountain was brought down
Collapsed upon itself and the trees drowned
The roots once buried deep in the ground
Finally tasted light as they died
Last night, a mountain was brought down
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Othersproof France
Electronic indie-pop project from France. Released quite a few different albums that you're welcome to check out on here.
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